Internet guy...what a day!

My Saturday thus far: 1. Purchased city sticker for car 2. Bought bath rug & basket 3. Found cute jacket 4. Made killer guacamole 5. Was stood up by an

Apology Buffer...

It's been a while since I've posted and a lot has happened. I dumped my boyfriend. He said I worship the devil, he hates me, he wishes I would die and he called me a BITCH...WHOA! What an person angry he was...thank goodness I let him go. Oh yeah, when I met up with him to exchange keys he threw mine in the snow and said I hate you at the same time. Boy is he coordinated.

On to better things...
I feel better about my job. I've lost fifteen pounds and man, I'm hot! I've bought sexy platform shoes, bandage skirts and cute tank tops for the summer. I can't wait to wear my new clothes.

I got to put my foot on the brakes and release the gas. I'm going to have surgery in April, which means I will be out of circulation for at least a month. I pray for a quick recovery and I ask for positive thoughts and prayers.

I've decided to take an art class, start a look book and explore other interests.

Well, that's enough for now. I hope to be back in less than a week.

Ciao!

Happy anniversary to 2 of my best friends. I'm so proud of them!

Why do I feel this way???

He never demonstrated his love for me, but I believed him when he said, "I love you." I felt the same and hoped (with a minute inkling) it would work. Deep down I knew it wouldn't. Reality has set in and I'm ready to cry every time I think about the 'us' we will never be. My trust and heart were in his hands and this never has been my reality until him. I must take it back and not let him know this has happened. Why did I believe him, why did I let him in, why, why why? He doesn't deserve me. I must make a change and take control. I've taken the steering wheel from him and he doesn't know it.
Course of action:

1. Pray harder, more often and longer to the Almighty GOD.
2. Don't answer when he calls.
3. Never call/text him.
4. Don't respond to his texts.
5. Do not socialize with him.
6. Keep myself busy with things I enjoy.
7. Date HOT men.
8. Meet new people.
9. Hit the club and dance like it is nobody's business.

In time, in my heart, and in my mind he will whither AWAY!